Lovely Dailies

To know you are truly loved feels as though you are awake for the first time. Your footsteps feel different, your heart beats with more cause. I love you as well. All I know is I am insanely thankful for the smile you bring to my heart. Our time is precious and I promise to never take you for granted.


But you took me for granted in every manner. Retrospect is a funny thing.

Wowsers. First off, let me just say this is the first time I have signed in since my last post. I now live in North Hollywood on my own. In a neighborhood that has changed me for the better. Moving at a pace that bettered my heart, mind, AND body. All negativity is out of my life. I made things this way and REFUSE to let anyone control my heart anymore. Reading over my past posts are an insane insight to how much I have really changed since I started this blog. I refuse to delete my old posts, for they are a great reminder of where I never want to be again. How I walk is even different. My life flows with such beauty and tempo that I can't help but smile all the time. For once in my life, I appreciate my chubby Native American-esque cheeks and they are appreciated by those around me. A life lost and a heart gained is the synopsis of this last year. I will never let you go and I will forever be thankful for the bit of light I saw in the darkness. Ive started to finally read my Catholicism for Dummies book. Im curious. I never knew a dog could make me feel complete, but Koopa has really brightened my life. I truly, whole heartedly believe that he saved me. I love him. Im 25 now, with only a glimpse of what I want for my future. I finally figured out what I want, above all else. Happiness. Im finally getting there and I can't even express the light feeling I have in my chest. This is all for now. I promise to be regular in the posts.

To all those you may come across this. Have a good night.

Kyla.