Who is I.

I hide behind alot of things in my life. Not because I am not brave, but because I am comfortable there. Not too many people see me for you I really am. The point of this ,thing, is to allow you here, near me. In my head, and around my heart. In the matter of my soul and spirit, most times I am lost,but there are days where I am completely content. Those days are some of my worst. I feel guilty sometimes being happy. I have encountered so much negativity in the world and sadness in others' eyes, that I feel guilty being happy. How lame is that. My eyes change colour. Some think it is with my mood, but I sometimes I feel like they are as free as the wind blows. But always guarded. Everything in my life is guarded except for one thing. My love for God. It will never cease. My chest says "I die only when God is dead." and my neck says "Blessed". Where do you think I stand?