Impossible Yes's

Freedom comes in many forms. Whether it be through dominance or reliance, it should never be taken for granted. Tablets to be taken twice a day may make one feel better, but will only delay what is to come. To let go. To say nice things, to love one wholly. I once needed to understand why someone could love something so hideous, so pale. But once I met a dragon of similar heart, of warming love. Time seemed to never be so still in the wave of such pain. I feel so tied to everything, it all never stops. Today could have been the day I fell asleep and never woke up, if only one could be so lucky. Line after Line the weeks go by, only to find myself amongst poets,midnight riders, and lovers of the like. Dr. Dr. please come to my rescue.In Slow Motion. After The Movies. Then and only then will my smile be unhinged, only then will I feel truly bare in front of the mirror. I needed you this whole time, only to find that you were a limited edition obcession to be had. Two plane rides, two uncomfortable souls, and a desolate crowded baggage claim. The hills I climbed just to nestle right next to you is only as low as the level of sugar in my soy milk. Please get to me on time. Please say goodnight. Shots rang in the dark, Drip Drip Drip. Hey Arnold, yeah you, Football head. Gordita. I need you. Autumn roses ashes rising. Eighteen petals to count, nectar to fiend after, and love only to be found in a soulmate that was there all along. Thank you for breathing, thank you for sweeping me, Danke para sharing in so much of my longing. To be held is the goal, to be loved is the result. Only one last thing to take care of on the way out of this town that I had been stuck in for so long. The shadows creeped away, the clouds came out to play, and I finally feel free in my own heart. Welcome to DaveyDaveyDavey land. Or atleast that's the way I remember it.

Daze and Nights.

I need to let it all go. My heart will never be the same without you, but it's a good thing really. It's raining outside where the rainbows play.Life is knocking at my back door but I am choosing to keep it dead bolted. I feel like the clouds are screaming at me to get out from behind the trees,from behind my fears, and to stop shedding so many tears. The time is now, the Goonies are on, and my penmanship is horrible.This letter will never get finished.And one will never arrive. My God what did I get myself into. I'll tell you, I landed in safety, I landed in horror, I landed in the hills of Darroh. I can't believe how much I care for you, so soon , so sudden death. Where it will end, I have no clue, but to tell the truth, I don't want it to disappear, I can't breathe without it. With the knowledge that it might end, it almost makes me wish it had never happened in the first place. Heinz here and Red Gold there. You disregard my heart and how I feel about her statuesque place in your heart. I deleted and depleted his place in my life, only to find broken promises. Too much hope, not enough fire. I hope I can show you I'm not the liar. You raze my house, I'll slit your throat. The only person who will ever stay is Chester A. Arthur.Hello Goodbye.

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So here I am, in this cuddled cozy palace, feeling as though all the cats around me won't quit staring, wont quit purring, and won't leave me be. Apparently I am suppose to stare back. I need my days to be normal, but I have decided to be a recluse. My heart feels so alone so much of the time now that I dont know what to do with my hands. I think I will clean my mom's fridge tomorrow. This grandfather clock is going to be the end of me.